Tales about Uni Life

I didn't last long! Only a pathetic two days!
Shit man! Really annoyed that i caved in and ate shit loads of biscuits.
I blame work - that place will be the death of me. I had a really crap shift and ended up feeling pretty mad when i got back and decided i'd eat gallons of refined sugar. Really need to stop this! I'm skinny now but how long will that last?!?!
Work was a load of crap! I sometimes wonder if there is something wrong with me? I am a nice and charming girl but people don't leave me the hell alone. I am a writer. I am naturally introverted. I love being around people and I love my friends but I also enjoy having the odd moment to myself on the rare occasion.
I was just getting on with my shift, trying to work hard but then as usual, just because i wasn't screaming my ass off and showing off people immediately think there is something wrong with me.
I get told to smile all the time by people who look equally as miserable, soemtimes by people who barely even talk to me and i'd never smile at them anyway! For all they bloody know my dog could have died or something. Everyone else is allowed to have a straight faced expression and nobody points it out, but when it's me, people are ever so keen to point the finger at me!

Work, pah! - to thin i usually enjoy working there!

So it turns out that sugar is way bad far us. It is one of the main causes of aging in the body, it rots our teeth, makes us fat and leads to all sorts of serious diseases (diabetes and cancer to name a couple).
So here is my goal! I will cut sugar out of my diet. I did so yesterday actually (which is particularly difficult during pms by the way). I must be an addict, i was thirsty all day, dying for something sweet and a little bit shaky at one point. It's scary that most of us in western society are so obsessed with sugar, its in lmost everything we eat.

So my diet from now on:

lots of veg
small amount of fruit (even the sugars in fruit can be bad apparently)
fibrefull food
carbs such as potatoes, brown rice, brown pasta etc
Oily fish
lots of water

And absolutely no:
Refined sugar
So no cakes, biscuits, chocolate, icecream - its all off the menu until i get rid of my addiction.
Alcohol (this will be difficult)
less caffiene if possible
fizzy drinks

I am going to check everything i eat and if it contains sugars i will avoid,

I woke up this morning feeling relaxed.
My bed was warm and safe and beside me was the man I love, his arm curled around me. When he left my pms kicked in to overdrive and negative thoughts have been swimming through my mind abot my relationship. I get so worried that i'm too attached and that one day the whole thing will crash and burn. I suppose we all do. I'm not a needy girlfriend, I have always been my own woman with my own goals and my own friends, but i've never given myself to anybody this way before and it's scaring the living daylights out of me.
My question is this? Is it possible for a woman in love to just accept that things may go wrong and just get on with her relationship without worrying about it? Or do we all worry sometimes when we're feeling alone and fragile?